Chapter 182
My skin was so warm I could fry an egg on my chest and Darian was fisting my shirt and pulling me in as close as physically possible. A burst of desire exploded inside me and all I knew at that moment was that I wanted him. I needed him.
But all he did was tease my skin with his hand whenever my shirt lifted, he never attempted to take it off. Fuck, I wanted him to rip it to shreds and tear off my bra- there was too much between us, I wanted to feel him.
“Do it,” I whispered against him before I slammed my lips on his again.
A deep guttural groan peeled from his lips and he walked us back against the wall. He pushed a knee between my legs, spreading them apart, and pressed against me.
He wanted it to, I could feel just how bad he wanted it so why wasn’t he doing anything about it?
I felt his hand slipping under my shirt and he grabbed my waist, sending a shiver up my spine and delighting the desperate need I had for his touch.
His fingers dug into my skin and I moaned into his mouth as our tongues tasted everything the other had to offer.
I pulled back for a breather and leaned my head back while writhing against him.
“Please,”
Darian let go of my shirt and cupped my cheek.
“Not here. Come, I want to show you something,”
“Now?” It came out a little more desperate than I intended but it would seem that desire had the upper hand.
He grinned, knowing just how much I ached for him and my arousal was hard to miss considering that was the only scent that filled our room.
“I promise you’ll like it,” he said hoarsely.
Darian held my hand and led me through the halls and around a few corners. He looked at me now and then as though he was expecting a reaction but I didn’t care if people could see us there, I wanted him to bend me over and fuck me against the railing.
It wasn’t until we stood outside a door that I had avoided like the plague that I realized the origin of his worry.
We were in the more private wing, there were rarely any people walking around here. The maids were instructed to come on specific days and times, unlike the rest of the palace. I gulped and stepped back, Darian let go of my hand and allowed the distance I took from him and the room. He took out a key and unlocked the door before he let it swing open and revealed the chains and the ropes; the drawers with all the toys and the perfectly made bed with satin covers and cuffs wrist bands hanging from the crown.
He heaved a sigh and stood in the door frame.
“I want to show you what this room is meant for, pain was never its purpose. At least not the kind I put you through,” he reached out his hand for me to grab.
“Darian…i…” black dots were forming in my vision and I was getting lightheaded. The sounds of my screams and the pain when he marked me were all so vivid and the memory of it took place on that bed. Opposite of that was where he’d tied up Abby.
“…i…uhm…” I was swaying on my feet.
I wasn’t afraid of him but I was, of that part of him.
I was helpless against that part of him. He walked closer, his steps thudded like echoes toward me and he grabbed my hands
“I can make you calm but only if you want me to,”
I want to experience him, the parts of him that I never got to know before all of the bad. He wouldn’t do that to me again, I was safe with him, I knew that
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but oh my god it was hard to accept it.
“Do it,” I looked at him through tear-filled eyes and felt my throat closing up.
“Relax, calm down, you’re safe.” His words landed in my ears like an order I couldn’t refuse. There was no disobeying or objecting, I couldn’t and I didn’t
want to.
My heart slowed down, my vision returned to normal and my throat opened up allowing the breaths to come and go like it were nothing.
“Good girl,” he wiped a tear from my cheek and led me to the door.
I was calm, all of me was calm- my body at least but the events from that night were glued to my eye globes like a really bad movie, he couldn’t take them
away.
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