Chapter Twenty–Six
Rose
I’m at the café across from work for my lunch break. I usually stay in the office, but since I have sensitive material to read somewhere away from the office is my safer option. I had the lunch Jayce left, well, some of it, before I came over here for a coffee. I am anxious and nervous to read this. I don’t want it to scare me away.
Taking a deep breath I open the email from Jayce with the links attached. I start with the first one on the list, and it takes me to a site called BDSM The Right Way. A quick glance tells me there seems to be a lot of information on the subject. I start with the basics, the definition of BDSM and Dom/ sub, but I already knew that because Remi told me when she shared with me she would be doing an article on the club. I plan to go through everything in order, but a heading catches my eye. Terminology, which means it should give me information on what specific things are.
I click on it and see a list from A to Z. I make sure not to miss one. Aftercare piques my interest. I wonder if it will be something I need. Do all subs need them? I take my notepad from my bag to jot down what I want to ask Jayce about when I see him. He told me to call or text him with questions, but I don’t want to bombard him on his lunch break.
As I continue through the list, my reaction oscillates between blushing and wincing. I understand everyone has their own kinks, and I’m not judging them, but I sure as hell won’t be participating in anal torture. I wonder if these things on the list are what Jayce meant by soft and hard limits. I’m clueless for sure. It’s probably a good thing Jayce told me to do some research because it isn’t something I want to walk into blindly.
I decided to start another page. The first can be for questions, and the second can be for noting down the things I don’t want to be involved with or may be willing to try. But if I don’t like anything while trying, is that when I use the safe word? I wonder. Does Jayce like these things? I guess I will find out tonight.
I’m shocked at some of them. I had no idea about what some people are into sexually. What surprises me the most, though, is how some things on the list make me squeeze my thighs together.
Edging: bringing yourself or someone close to orgasm and then denying them.
It sounds similar to what Jayce did to me outside of the club, I would be okay with that.
I continue downwards, writing some things down, but not as much a
I would expect. The description of each word is explained in good detail. My eyes stop firmly, and I gasp when I read in front of me the word knife play. No, I refuse to get involved with that! Surely it is dangerous.
I think it is time for me to text Jayce. I am sorry, but if he wants to play that way, this won’t work. Yes, I have a few things that would be a dealbreaker, but this one scares me more than anything else
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I have read.
I need to ask a question, well two, and if your answer is yes, then I am sorry, but I can’t continue with you. Knife play. Are you into it? And the other one is anal torture. If you are, I respect your choice, but F can’t be a part of it x
I switch back to my internet to continue reading, but I don’t get far before Jayce calls me. I take a deep breath before I answ
“Hello, Sir,” I answer nervously..
“Hello, pretty eyes. I assume by your text you are doing what I asked?”
“Yes. And now answer my question!” I exclaim. I need to know before I do or say anything else.
“No, I do not participate in either of those things. There are a lot of things on the list I know you have been looking at, which I don’t do. We can go over it tonight. Do you have any more questions while you have me, kitten?”
Thank God! It makes me want to flee less.
“Um, I am in public. I don’t think it is the right place to discuss anything. I have lists which we can talk over later,” I whisper.
“Yes, we will go through it carefully, not missing a single thing. I need your honesty, Rose, if it going to work. Writing things down was a good idea. If you want to continue after our talk, I will reward you for being a good girl.” His tone is soft and seductive.
“Reward me?”
“Yes. You do good and I reward you. You misbehave, and I punish you.”
I swallow hard. An unexpected throbbing stirs between my thighs at the thought of him punishing me. My body seems to like the idea. “What sort?” I hope he knows what I mean without me needing to say the word.
“It depends on what you agree with later, kitten. I hope you know I would never overstep your limits.
and hurt you.”
“I do. As weird as it probably sounds, my gut tells me I can trust you, even though we have just
met.”
It is weird to me that I trust him already, but I will soon find out if my gut is right.
“Good, because without trust, it will never work. Trust is important.”
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“Yes.”
“Have you gotten around to reading about soft and hard limits yet? Do you know what they are?”
“No, I haven’t gotten that far yet.” I will get around to it once I come to the end of what I am
reading.
“Hard limits are limits you do not want to do or even try, and I need to respect that. I would never dream of pushing you into them. Soft limits are limits you aren’t sure about but will be willing to try in time.” There is a gentleness to his voice as he explains it.
“I understand,” I reply..
“Good girl. And even if you want to try and realise you don’t want to continue, that is when your safe word comes in.” My stomach tightens every time he calls me good girl! And the sound of his voice, it’s so damn sexy! I should probably change the topic of conversation since I am in public or before I become too aroused.
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