Chapter 501
Chapter 50
-APOLLO
What the fuck am I doing? I shouldn’t be doing this to Lana.
Even though I know pulling away from her and putting as much distance between us is the right thing to do in a situation such as this one, I am unable to do just that.
Hearing her cries of pleasure makes it almost impossible for me to step away.
I’ve wanted Lana for a very long fucking time and this was the first time that my undeserving fingers have ever gotten this close to her pussy
Fuck me.
It was just a little way in but I could already feel how tight and wet she was.
“Apollo!” she cries out as she turns her head from side to side while burying her fingers in my hair. I want to do more than this. So much fucking more
But I couldn’t. I had to fight it.
I groan against her neck as I slowly push my finger deeper into her pussy despite the voice in my head warning me to stop.
She feels unlike any other woman I’ve ever had in my arms. They were nothing compared to her and I hadn’t even done everything I was craving to do.
There would be none of that. I would bring pleasure to Lana, that was all this was about. Pleasuring my mate. But in turn, I was torturing myself. I knew after tonight, I would spend many nights in a fucking cold shower aching for her
That scent. The second it hit my nose it feels as though I’m fighting the beast within not to take things further.
I am dying for a taste of her pussy but I knew the moment I got even the slightest taste of her, I would not be able to stop myself.
I could smell her arousal and it was the most desirable scent I’ve ever had inside my car. If I could keep it in here for weeks, I would gladly do it.
Fuck. I was acting like an obsessed man and maybe I was… Things were different when it came to Lana.
I pull my finger out and push it back hard, finally all the way in. I felt my dick stir in response. Lana feels it too when I hear her gasp and look down between us. My jaw clenched. I wanted to keep doing it until I got her to climax. Fuck, what would I do to see that kind of pleasure on her face?
I close my eyes, her pussy was squeezing my finger and I would do anything to replace my finger with my dick right now.
I felt my phone vibrate, prompting me to open my eyes and look for it. When I saw my mother’s caller ID, I instantly knew it was time to put an end to this. It was the reminder I needed that I couldn’t continue whatever this was with Lana. I had to protect her from getting tangled up in my family’s drama. She deserved a much better life, free from all of this chaos.
I pull my finger out from my mate, breathing heavily.
I can see the confusion in her eyes as she realizes I’m trying to put as much distance between us as I can. Her gaze follows the buzzing of my phone, and it dawns on her that this is the reason for my sudden withdrawal.
Lana didn’t know much about my family. All she understood was that my dad left my mom to be with hers. She’d also picked up on how clingy my mother could be when it came to me. What she didn’t know were the countless times my mom had threatened to harm herself if I didn’t comply with her demands.
One particular incident still haunted me, but pushed it aside for now.
“Can I take you home?” I ask, my voice shaky.
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20:25 Tue, 15 Ju
Chapter 50
If she wanted me to take her back to the restaurant to finish her date, I honestly wasn’t sure how I would handle it. I know I was hong selfish for interrupting her dinner, but these feelings were hard to control. Even now, it was a struggle to keep my hands to myself.
She takes another look at my phone before she says, “are you not going to answer that?”
It was probably a good idea to do it considering the last time I ignored my mother’s call,
she chose to show up at the house. i didn’t want a repeal of that
But still, after what just happened between Lana and me, I didn’t think now was the appropriate time to answer my mother. I also didn’t want my mate to hear our conversation. The less she knew, the better.
“Not now,” I answer her. “I want to get you home first.”
She doesn’t say anything as she returns to the passenger seat. I lean over her to buckle her in, trying my hardest not to let her scent distract me.
The drive back home was a quiet one. I didn’t want to start a conversation with Lana since I wasn’t sure I would have the answers to her questions. My mind was also racing with everything that just happened between us.
I look down at my phone when it lights up again. Of course, it was my mother calling once more. I knew she wouldn’t give up untill answered.
“You might want to answer that.” Lana says. My jaw clenched.
“Why?” Task her.
“You always answer your mother.” She points out. “She seems like the type who would freak out if you don’t take her call.”
She wasn’t wrong. I was surprised she had noticed.
I slide my finger across the screen and place the call on loudspeaker.
“Hi, mother.” I greet her.
There is a long pause before she finally says. “I thought I was going to have to jump into my private jet again.”
It was a threat. I knew it was. A warning that she would not hesitate to return if I continued to ignore her calls.
“I was a bit busy.” I inform her.
“Too busy for your mother?” she accuses. Its not the first time she’s/asked me that question.
“Of course not.” I say to her.
“Why do you sound like that?” she questions.
“Sound like what?”
She pauses before she answers, like you are worried about something. Or distracted by something. Are you with one of those women again?”
I inwardly groan when I feel Lana look over at me at her question.
“No.”
It wasn’t a lie. The women my mother was referring to did not include Lana. She was not like those other women.
“When are you coming home to have the dinner with Jada like you promised?” she demands
Oh fuck. Not this again. And not now, when my mate could hear everything
